BlackRose Graphix

   

A new issue; thus a new feature in the art section. This time I chose to invite Simona of BlackRose Graphix/Twilight Realm to answer a few questions about her beautiful art. Simona is at the moment promoting her name as a graphics designer in the various obscure genres covered in this zine, and she has already managed to put her name on some CD's, for example Penitent's Reflections of Past Memories. For the future, Simona is looking for more work so anyone who's looking for an artist should know that she's available for hire. Read on to find out more.

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ECTONAUT: Please start by introducing yourself to the readers of Ortus Obscurum. What is BlackRose Graphix all about and who are you who runs this project?  What have you done so far and what are you working on at the moment?

SIMONA: I'm a lover of the "obscure" music in general, this music reflects my way of living, my passion for an idealistic past, my need to refuge in another world, the suffering of living in a world like ours… and my aim is to serve this art with my art…

The BlackRose gallery started three years ago as my personal gallery of artworks, as long as I entered the world of graphic design and web design. At that time I was attending a 2 months training period in a communication firm (the same I'm still collaborating with) and I was learning my first steps into web design. At the same time, the fanzine Twilight Realm which I was one of the editors of was running the risk of dying due to the lack of interest from the other two editors. So, I thought: "Why don't try the "virtual" way… alone?", and soon my website was divided into two "paths"; Twilight Realm Webzine and My Gallery, where I started to experiment my new way of expression, and slowly growing conscious of the fact that graphic design was going to become the way to express my art.

3 years have passed, but I can say that 2001 meant the REAL beginning of BlackRose Graphix since 2000 meant a kind of "sterile period" to me due to delusions and other happenings that influenced my mood in a really bad way. Too bad I was never able to react and find the "light" through my art, but it was necessary for me to grow up and now I know it won't happen again and I know that without my art I feel deserted, that's the reason why I've started working hard on it… I believe in my dreams… again!!!

These are the artworks I've created until now:

- PHANTOM MOON COMPILATION VOL. 1- Obscure Music for Real Souls - Cover - 2002
- CROWHEAD (ex-Shadow Dancers) - Frozen (debut album - out in April '02) - Cover
- PENITENT - Reflections of Past Memories - T-SHIRT
- PENITENT - Logo 2001
- PENITENT - Reflections of Past Memories - limited edition CD 2001 - complete artwork
- PENITENT - Reflections - limited edition Poems Booklet 2001 - complete artwork
- ANCESTRAL MAJESTY - Unholy Trinity CD-Demo 2001 - complete artwork
- ANGELS a 4 IMAGES-series created for the Goth party Twilight of the Gods - March 2001

At the moment I'm going to start a project with a really talented poet, Medea (Luisa Papa). I'm gonna represent through images some of her poems, as I usually do in my survey Poets' Tears (underground obscure poets are invited to keep in touch for being featured in this survey!). There's already an image online for the poem Sposa Tradita ("betrayed bride")… I'm working on drafts, then we will see when and where we will exhibit our work…

I've just designed the new logo for BlackRose Graphix and composed an information letter. Some of my friends (thanx Alex of Ascension and Jo-I of Crowhead!!!) are already spreading it around. Soon I'll start keeping in touch with labels, bands, promotors etc…

ECTONAUT: "My gallery is my shelter, my refuge" you told me in a previous mail. Would you like to develop this phrase further? Why is art so important to you? What role does it have in your life and could you imagine a life without it?

SIMONA: Exactly… as stated above it all started as "experimenting" and reached a point where I realized it was my way of expression, my way to express my FEELINGS, inspired by various events and by my passion for the "obscure" under any form. It has become my refuge and my oneiric reign, far from the grey of our present World, so hectic and vulgar. A world totally lacking poetry…

Why art is so important to me? Because I need beauty. Because I need to create my own world, a world that can be described as something between a fairytale and a painful nightmare since the art I love describes magic, romantic realms and painful nightmares. Art to comfort me, art to reflect the pain of the world outside, the world that mankind itself created. A life without art is simply a non-Life…

ECTONAUT: How have people reacted upon what you are doing in BlackRose Graphix to date? Have you received many compliments on your works?  Any criticism?

SIMONA: Until now, I have received mostly positive comments. When people say: "I like your style" and "your images are really emotional!", I feel really satisfied. STYLE, EMOTIONS, when people say that... ah, it is great for me because it means I've reached my goal: to truly express myself!

ECTONAUT: From where do you think you gain the inspiration which leads you to create the art that you do? Do you think it's a conscious or subconscious process?

SIMONA: Uhm, quite difficult questions. In many many different ways. Sometimes from the lyrics of a song, from an "image" that suddenly appears to my mind, from a bad or really nice happening, from a place I'm visiting (taking pictures there and elaborating it with the computer. Or, as happened with "Autumn": walking in the woods during Autumn, stealing some dead leaves, putting them directly into the scanner and then again expressing my feelings through computer elaboration…). It depends, it depends… and I can say that nowadays I'm more inspired than ever!

Indeed there is a magic place that inspires me in a great way (and where I've taken hundreds and hundreds of pictures, often used in my artworks): the Monumental Cemetary of Staglieno. When I enter there, I lose connection with time and space. It is so "impregnated" with different atmospheres. It is like entering an old black & white Gothic movie.

Conscious or subconscious? I don't really know…I never plan what I'm going to design. It simply happens, it is my soul.

ECTONAUT: Is there an artist or two whom you think has influenced you more or less in the past? Where do you have your artistic background really? Have you always been interested in art?

SIMONA: Every kind of romantic, surreal and gloomy art inspires me. Since the goal of my images are to raise EMOTION in the people who observe them, I can say my favourite art movements are expressionism, romanticism and symbolism. And just to name a few of my favourite artists: Munch, Fuseli, Von Stuck, Delville, Friederich, Waterhouse, Ensor (the masks!!), Khnopff, Von Stuck, Burne-Jones, Previati, Ernst…

Yez, art has always attracted me, though I don't have a real "artistic background". I've never studied art at any school. I experimented with drawing by myself since I was a child, discovering art by myself and by exchanging experiences with other people/friends involved in art (and I find this more inspiring than simply studying art in books…) and now with Internet, it is even easier to get to know artists of the present and of the past.

 

ECTONAUT: In the picture Plastic:People it seems as though you were ventilating your disgust and hatred towards the modern western society. What is it about the modern world that inspires you to spawn images like these? Do you think mankind of today behave like pigs and are too money/time centered?

SIMONA: Ah, that's for sure! My inspiration to create this image started with the observing of the "business people" I meet every day when I go to work (that are the cliché of the business men everywhere but especially in my country, the most important thing is to "look standard", no matter who you are, what you do and what your values and qualities are. Just "look standard": to find a decent job, to be "into the society" and this is simply DISGUSTING!). They are all looking similar with their fake smiles, big cars, big mobile phones, big noses to sniff cocaine and their big plastic-pussies. More money, more money... faster and faster.

I put them among rotten meat to symbolize their rotten spirits, their non-sense material life. I put pig masks on their faces because, like pigs, they swim in the mud.

Where's the sense of this kind of hectic life? I hate this! Why don't people stop their madness and see that the REAL things are the "small ones": watching the beauty of a sunset or simply wondering while looking at the form of the clouds in the sky. Oh hell, the life they have created by themselves is so grey… and why?

Ah, a month ago I did a really nice thing: I didn't go to work on a Friday morning and I escaped to my favourite place on Garda Lake (it is close to where I live) to simply feed the swans and the ducks, read a book, listen to Music ("Faith and the Muse" weas perfect in such a "scenario"!) and draw the castle near the beach over there. This is living!

ECTONAUT: It seems to me as  though you are currently quite busy trying to promote your skills in doing digital artwork to the various people throughout the goth, neo classical, ethereal etc. music business. You are not alone however. What is Black Rose's trademark on the market? What can you offer with your art that others cannot?

SIMONA: I can offer P-A-S-S-I-O-N!

ECTONAUT: You did the digital artwork for a CD by the now defunct project of Karsten Hamre, namely Penitent. How did it come to this and do you think you will do any more work for Mr. Hamre in the future?

SIMONA: Yes, Penitent… what a shame that Karsten decided to stop the project due to the lack of professionality of a Label!.
 
Anyway, it all started when I asked Karsten (who is also a talented poet) to join my survey Poets' Tears. He accepted and so I created the image for his poem Eruptions of Beautiful Sound. He liked the image so much that he asked me to adapt it for the cover of a limited edition CD he was going to release and so started my "first adventure". He liked the cover for Reflections of Past Memories limited CD so much that he asked me also to create the entire artwork for the CD and for the Poems' booklet Reflections. The artwork of the booklet is characterized by arches with melancholy and suffering figures. The "link" between the CD artwork and the Poems' booklet is the water.

At the moment I cannot say wheter or not I will be creating other artworks for Karsten. We haven't talked of that for quite a long time. I also did the draft for the T-shirt of Reflections of Past Memories but I cannot say now if and when it will be printed.

I know Karsten is searching for a new label to release the album Songs of Despair …anyone interested?

ECTONAUT: You told me earlier that you have decided to only work with the music you love after having worked 3 years as a normal graphical designer. Why this change of direction? Did you feel that you were lacking aestethic freedom when you were working for a company?

SIMONA: My intent is to work only for my favorite music as soon as possible! Of course I still have my "normal" job ($!) and it is the best I can get here: Since October, I changed it into a 25 hours/week collaboration and this allows me more freedom and time for myself. Yez, it is quite a "free" office even if a bit chaotic. I work as graphic/web designer and web & multimedia project & content manager. I coordinated a group of 20 web-searchers (too bad it ended because it was really interesting!).

So you are probably wondering why I want to work only for the music I like. It is because there's quite a difference between a GOOD job and a job you do with PASSION. "Normal" customers don't understand a f*%k (ooopsa) about aesthetics, nor about graphic design! They simply want "that" in "that" way because they have seen it somewhere else. They want to save money and they want to be like their competitors. You try to explain the value and the meaning of what you have designed and they say: "no I want it in "that" way…". First: you get angry; second: you get frustrated; third: you lack interest in the work you are doing.

 ECTONAUT: Yet, even though you are working for musicians, it still isn't entirely sure that you will have complete aestethic freedom since you are still working under someone elses guidelines. How do you solve this? Is it simply so that you think working for people with a similar musical taste is easier since there is a bigger chance that you may share some similar ideas and thoughts?

SIMONA: Exactly! With this question you simply continue what I was going to say in the previous answer. It is totally different working with "obscure" musicians. We share the same passion. We exchange ideas, they give me the guidelines to best express my idea for their artworks and I listen to their music and to their lyrics before I start to design an artwork. For me, it is simply marvellous. For example: when I started design the cover of Crowhead (ex-Shadow Dancers), I was inspired by their song Frozen. In the draft, I gave the album the title Frozen (as it is something that also resembles their music, "cold-suffering-electro-goth-doom-noteasytobelabelled-music"): Jo-Inge found it a really good name for the album and here it is. By the way: for expressing myself without any sort of guidelines, I always have the section "my images".

ECTONAUT: Do you like listening to music while you work? If so, what kind of music do you find suitable to have in the background during your sessions? Any favourites records you like having in the background?

SIMONA: I always listen to music, though I've noticed that when I'm at the top of inspiration while designing, I'm so concentrated that any other "thing" disappears: music in the background, noises outside, time etc.

By the way: before the music "disappears", it is surely some of the masterpieces of Sopor Aeternus.

ECTONAUT: How do you work when you create an image? Do you prefer to let the idea come to you before you sit down and start to work with the image or do you prefer to play around with the computer and just let the image grow and grow without any real idea on how the final product will look?

What equipment do you use and how much time do you need to finish an image? How much of what you create ends up on your homepage and how much is thrown away?

SIMONA: I would prefer to answer both these questions in one. As I said earlier in this interview, I never plan "what to design" though the "process" has changed a lot since spring 2001: I have bought my own equipment (Mac rules!!!) and due to this I can dedicate more time to the creation of an image. Before this, I was allowed to use the equipment in the office and that means that I usually did a rough draft on my old PC here at home, sent it to the office and elaborated with the final version during the lunch breaks. Not much time and not the right atmosphere to be inspired!

I can't say how long it takes to create an image. It depends on the inspiration and the final result. Sometimes it takes ten minutes to create exactly what is in my mind, sometimes it takes hours.

ECTONAUT: You're producing both regular art and digital art, and in the latter one, you mould various pictures into a new one. I understand you have sometimes used pictures from movies, for example The Last Prophecy. Aren't you afraid of copyright issues when you do this?

SIMONA: I used "frames" from this movie (I captured them directly from the videotape) for creating the series Angels. These images were exhibited on a Goth Party called Twilight of the Gods. When the organizers told me about the theme of the party I suddenly thought of The Last Prophecy (part 1): you know, the battles between angels, the rebel angels afraid that god had stopped speaking to them, the rebel angels who were jealous of mankind, wanting to destroy them.

I thought of "fire" as symbol to condemn and purify them.

I'm not afraid of copyright issues since the images have not been created for commercial purposes and above all, it is quite hard to recognize that the pictures used are from the movie.

ECTONAUT: What's your main goal with BlackRose and where do you see yourself in a decade if everything goes accordingly to your will? Do you think you will ever be able to earn a living just by doing artwork in BlackRose?

SIMONA: Ah, I don't know! I don't know where I will be tomorrow and in a decade... who knows? I just want to live day by day supporting my dreams, my values and my passion. Time will tell.

ECTONAUT: You're also the editor of another webzine named Twilight Realm. What's going on with this webzine at the moment?

SIMONA: Well, after more than a year of inactivity, Twilight Realm is slowly arising again. I changed the layout, also creating a page named "highlights", where there is also space for the events organized by the great and professional Italian Goth magazine Ascension.

I will start to do interviews in collaboration with Ascension more regularly (the first one was with Faith and the Muse, a band I absolutely admire!).

The News sections have got the possibility to grant dedicated pages to labels, magazines and radio shows now. There's also an up dated Agenda of the Obscure Events here in Italy.

Yez, it is slowly arising again…

ECTONAUT: Well, I guess this is yet another interview which has to end. Thanks Simona for answering my questions and  I wish you good luck with BlackRose Graphix in the future. The word is yours.

SIMONA: Thanx a lot for this interview, for asking interesting questions and for granting me a space in your webzine. All my best wishes to you!

All the people interested in my activities are encouraged to keep in touch, also for sharing thoughts and comments. I need the energy of art and poetry to survive in this grey and vulgar world!

Rare is a BlackRose and Her scent may daze…

 

 


 Relevant links

BlackRose Graphix
Twilight Realm webzine

Contact

twilight.rose@libero.it